Sunday, January 4, 2004
Well, Skuld goes home Tuesday, but I doubt if I'll see her, *sadness* She came over to hang today, which was much fun.

Tomorrow is school, and I did NO homework over the weekend. I really need to unlazy myself, and fast, but I'm having trouble caring right now. *sigh*

And the Battle Begins
08:52 p.m.

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Thursday, December 25, 2003
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!

And the Battle Begins
06:45 p.m.

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Thursday, December 18, 2003
Well, saw RoTK!!! SUPERCOOL!!! Then, since I had no sleep, (I got home at 4:30 in the morning, wasn't worth it) I just drank uber-loads of coffee, and stayed up all day. Then, got home, and went to bed, at 4:30 in the afternoon. Apparently, I kinda sleptwalk, because I have no recollection, except a really hazy memory of getting out of bed, of undressing or turning on my alarm. But, in total, I slept for 36 hours. It was kinda funny. ^_^

Skuld's in town, which is cool, though we probably won't see as much of each other, since I have no car, and she really doesn't either, which would suck. >,<

Hopefully that won't be the case though.

Well, Christmas approaches, and hopefully we won't do much tomorrow in my classes, woooo for Christmas! ^_^

And the Battle Begins
08:36 p.m.

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Friday, December 12, 2003
Ho hum. It's Friday! Woohah! Had Matt over for a movie (X-Men 2, very cool) and did some raking. I apparently have an N in photo, so Tom shall get a talking to. Silly Tom, doesn't he remember I'm his favorite student?

Otherwise, life goes on, day by day. Campbell came and talked about being abused as a child, brought up some uncomfortable memories I haven't thought about in a while. >,<

Well, that's it, except for this neat lil thing from Skuld's blog: BAND: Stabbing Westward Are you female or male: Angel
Describe yourself: Torn Apart
How do people feel about you: Happy
How do you feel about yourself: The Thing I Hate
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Perfect
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Nothing
Describe where you want to be: So Far Away
Describe what you want to be: Perfect
Describe how you live: So Wrong
Describe how you love: Breathe You In
Share a few words of wisdom: Save Yourself

And the Battle Begins
11:46 p.m.

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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
Hoohah! Got my system set up, Win2000 Pro and all. Had to do some searching to accomodate the stupid modem/soundcard combo that I have, but it's all good now. I've formatted my HD 4x today. Jeez.

And the Battle Begins
10:29 p.m.

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Sunday, December 7, 2003
Ho hum! SATs...hit me over the head with the math, which surprised me. I felt really confident on the verbal, but froze up on some of the math problems, since they were obscurish kinda things. All in all, I feel okay about it, but suspect I won't be really truly happy with my score. That's okay though, since I can always take it again.

Then, played some DDR, saw Haunted Mansion, which wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be. Saw a very condensed version of "A Christmas Carol" with my friend Chris as Scrooge, which was pretty fun. Had so much trouble not making jokes that would make him laugh onstage. ^_^

And the Battle Begins
05:27 p.m.

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Tuesday, December 2, 2003
What is it about this studid fucking world that causes so much damn misery for people? I mean really, not many people truly angst about world affairs and the like, hell most people haven't even got a fucking clue what's going on.

But hey, that doesn't stop people from getting hurt. Neuroses build, injuries pile up, and you end up with just another person, lost in the mob, looking for help, but unable to help themself.

I hate this damn world so much sometimes. Especially the States, and the hypocrisy so ever present in our wonderful culture today. I blame it for just about everything, some good, some bad, mostly bad though. Hell, I suffer from some of those same problems, most people do.

Myself though, I can deal with that. But what do you do when others come to you looking for help? I don't know, I try, but I don't know how to help, not the way they're looking for. Why can't the world be easy, why do people have to hurt? I sure as hell don't know, but I sure wish somebody would tell me.

And the Battle Begins
10:38 p.m.

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Monday, December 1, 2003
*sigh* Well, Cellie and I are broken up. I didn't really want it to happen, but I asked her if it was what she would like, and she said yes. Her parents were ruining her life because of me, and I couldn't stand for that. *sigh* I guess it probably sounds like I'm making a fucking martyr of myself, but hey, that's my schtick.

In other news, my room is set up, and it rocks. Yum yum. Sound system, TV, posters and all. (And obviously my compy ^_^)

Everybody is welcome to visit, just be warned that the rest of the house is still a disaster zone.

And the Battle Begins
10:44 p.m.

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Sunday, November 30, 2003
Well, we're all moved in, and it's quite nice.

When I say we're moved in, I of course mean that all our stuff is here, not necessarily in any real good order.

I have absolutely no floorspace, as my entire floor is covered in boxes and the like, that I have yet to unpack and organize.

At least we're here though, and I've got a functioning room. Yay. Unfortunately, even though we live quite close, I still have to get up early, because there's only one shower. *blegh* Well, that's okay, I guess.

Well, off to do my English, ciao!

And the Battle Begins
07:59 p.m.

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Friday, November 28, 2003
Well, the moving in process goes nicely, we're actually starting to live there, since we now have all necessary things in place. Have to finish some shelves in the garage tomorrow so that we can unload the trailer, and then we're gonna pick all my stuff up from Dad's.

My room should be nice, since even though it's small, I'm gonna have some nice stuff, like a full stereo system, and a big TV, I'm looking forward to it.

Thanksgiving was nice, saw family and ate lots of food, but that's about it.

And the Battle Begins
07:19 p.m.

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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Ow. Hard to type. Pinky crushed by flying turkey. Swollen and bloody. SUCK! That is all.

And the Battle Begins
09:48 p.m.

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Sunday, November 23, 2003
Mmmm, played a verily large load of DDR today. For freeeeeeee. Gotta love having your own pad, of nice quality. Otherwise, did jack squat, aside from a little physics, which was actually a rather interesting problem, involving Carnot Engines.

However, I need to check the PS I bought against my little bro's to see if it skips on his, since the music will jump and skip a touch on mine, and he says his doesn't, so I've gotta check.

Mmmm, Thanksgiving this way comes, for the good eating and the tasteries. I should make a pie.

And the Battle Begins
09:40 p.m.

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Saturday, November 22, 2003
Well, so goes another week. Just schooling, same as always. Got my hard pad, which is nice, but didn't have a bootdisc to play stuff with, which was bad.

Cellie's finally ungrounded next week, which is good, since groundings suck.

Went to an engineering day at the U today, which was pretty cool. Beeing an EE major might not be so bad. *shrugs* Guess I'll find out.

Well, that's about it, talk to ya later!

And the Battle Begins
10:10 p.m.

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Monday, November 17, 2003
Well, just another Monday. Windy as hell on the drive down to the valley, which sucks, makes it quite a bit scarier.

Did the pass out thing at lunch, but since it worried Cellie, I promised not to do it again.

Librarians are a bunch of whiny rule-mongers, I have determined. Doesn't matter where you are, all they care about now is rules.

*thinks* Saw an interesting Kevin Spacey movie, called "The Life of David Gale" pretty good, people should see it.

Well, off to bed methinks. Nighto.

And the Battle Begins
11:26 p.m.

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Saturday, November 15, 2003
Woohoo! Got my dance pad today. One for me, and one for my bro. Super keen. Hoorrah! But, we got home late, so couldn't dance long, as we have a long day tomorrow. I just know I'm gonna be up late when I have to do my homework. *sigh* But, that's okay, because I have DANCING!

And the Battle Begins
11:32 p.m.

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Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Hum hum, what a dreary day. Didn't do jack shit, except for maybe a little bit of work at the house.

On good news, my dance pads are ready, and I just need to motivate Kurt to pick them up, but I think he'd prefer to wait til we're moved in, which could be at least another week. Pity that. Though, he is there late tonight, so I guess that there's a chance that I could be moved in. Guess I'll just have to wait and see.

Physics...ambiguousity, retardation....blargh. And apples, always lots of apples.

And the Battle Begins
09:37 p.m.

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Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Thank. Fucking. God. So, I get to school this morning, and Cellie gives me the best news I've heard in a long time. She got her mom to reverse her decision. And all through guilt. I am now a complete believer in the power of guilt.

When she got home Monday afternoon, apparently she told her mom how I responded to the news, which made her feel all guilty. Very "Oh man, I gave someone a nervous breakdown, that's not cool." So, she changed her mind.

Funnily enough though, her father, who is also a mite bit overprotective had been informed of me as well, so he called the school to find out who I was. So first period this morning, Mr. Jaramillo, the Vice Principal comes and gets me out of class. He kinda gave me a "be careful what you get yourself into" speech, and let it lie. He seemed to be okay with me. Nicely enough, if he reports back to Cellie's dad, all he can give is good news, since that'll all that's on my transcripts. Hoohah.

So, my life isn't ruined, and I'm happy again. Thus, I rejoice.

And the Battle Begins
03:58 p.m.

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Monday, November 10, 2003
Well, fuck me. Cellie's mom says she'll call the cops if I go and do anything with her ever again. Yay for my life. Thus, she had to break up with me. I hate life. I probably won't be updating for awhile, while I piece myself back together.

And the Battle Begins
03:08 p.m.

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Sunday, November 9, 2003
Went and saw the Matrix again today, this time with family. Wasn't as enjoyable as the first time, as I wasn't cuddling with Cellie. ^_^ Worked some on house, carpet goes in tomorrow, which is nice.

Only other thing was the angsting all day as to Cellie's condition. It sucks not being able to talk to her. I'm going ccccrrraaaazzzzzyyyy. @_@

And the Battle Begins
08:11 p.m.

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Saturday, November 8, 2003
*pacepacepacepacepacepacepacepacepacepacepacepacepacepace
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My GOD! I'm losing it. It's only been a day, and I'm already going out of my gourd. Cellie can't get online, nor use the phone. I won't have any contact with her til Monday......ARGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!

*paces about some more*

And the Battle Begins
10:52 p.m.

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Friday, November 7, 2003
I hate my life. Lemme sum up today. I'll divide it into two parts.

Good:
Went on date with Cellie to see Matrix: Revolutions. Had jolly good time, cuddling the whole time on a Love Sac (At Gateway, they provide big ol' beanbags in some of the theatres)

We also managed to get in, even though she's not 17, because by some odd stroke of luck, somebody I know was working there. Very cool.

Best of all, I got a good night kiss. I was all floaty on clouds, very happy and all.

Bad:
One of Cellie's friends called while we were at the movie, and blew the fact that we were there. Erego, Cellie gets in massive trouble, and is grounded for 3 weeks, chances are, I won't get to see her anymore, except for around school. She's supergrounded, no phone, no computer, no anything, which bodes not well for me. *sigh*

In summary, I fucking hate my life.

And the Battle Begins
10:39 p.m.

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Thursday, November 6, 2003
More school, yay for me. Carpet is delayed on the house, and I have no word from Cobalt Flux as to my pads, which angers me. It's been far longer than it should've taken, even with the glitches that we've had through the process. *sigh* I'm just hoping I'll have them by the time we're done with the house, so that I can have a fun party.

More work at the house today, got some more painting done, and that's about all, while Kurt layed tile in the entry.

Matrix tomorrow, w00t. Going with Cellie and Tori. ^_^ Shall be fun, I'm sure, wheee!

And the Battle Begins
08:45 p.m.

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Wednesday, November 5, 2003
Hum hum, just another normal day. Had NHS stuff to do, hauling cans and stuff to the food bank, for them homeless people that needs to eat. Got cookies at the NHS meeting, which was good, but then I couldn't find Cellie, which was not good.

This morning was a definite "Yeah, I need my coffee" kind of morning. So, I'm making my first espresso, and I go grab the cheerios from the cupboard. Being in auto pilot, I'm all "Hmmm hmm, pouring cheerios...woooo" Then, I look down....."Oh, wait, that's a coffee mug...whoops." Yeah, I need my coffee. ^^;;

And the Battle Begins
09:03 p.m.

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Tuesday, November 4, 2003
Wow...update.

As you can see, it is orange. Very very orange. ^_^ This time though, I'm gonna try and keep up with it, should be easier now that I'm not so depressed as I was.

BIG NEWS! I've got a girlfriend. Her name is Cellie, and she's reallllly awesome. I like her quite a lot. ^_^ *happy*

Hmm, in other news, school goes as well as school can, though Physics bothers me, since I have such a rotten work ethic in there. Must improve. I hopefully get my Cobalt Flux pads today, or tomorrow, *happy* Gonna dance til my heart explodes, that oughta be fun. Wheeee.

*thinks* I think that's all really. Really snowy here in Utah, had to drive super slow to school today, over a mountain pass no less. 2 inches of snow on the road, and near blizzard conditions, rrreeeeaaaallll fun. Woooo.

Have fun, whee!

And the Battle Begins
07:41 p.m.

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Sunday, October 5, 2003
Well, big news. Skuld and I broke up. That's about the only thing that's happened to me for the past while. It wasn't a big breakup, no fights or anything, but I'm still not happy about it. But, it wasn't right for us to be a couple, I don't think. I don't do jack shit anymore, but I don't really mind. I just want our house to be finished, so we can finally move in. Maybe I'll get a job or something.

I haven't really seen anyone, or done anything with anybody for a good month or more, since I'm in Park City, but I don't really care. It's not that I don't want to see them, but I really don't care either way. *sigh* Well, I guess there's not a whole lot to be done about that though.

And the Battle Begins
12:18 a.m.

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Wednesday, August 27, 2003
Well, I'm back in school, today was my second day. It's all going pretty well, my only qualm being that I'm not in journalism, since the glass is so full. Ms. Craigle said that if anybody leaves, though, I'm welcome to join. Other than that, everything is pretty good, and we finally have a competent Physics teacher which is a big plus.

My iPod is up and running, which rules, since I both can use it in the car (through the tape deck) and at school. I really needed it for the car, since my FM stereo is dead, and I'm really tired of listening to Radio Disney. *gag*

It's great to see all my friends again, of course, and it's really funny when people see me for the first time. Almost every single person gives me a "Holy Shit!" type reaction. It's great. ^_^

That's about all really, just hoping the year goes well, and that I don't have any problems with my teachers.

And the Battle Begins
09:26 p.m.

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Wednesday, August 20, 2003
Well, spent my day volunteering, which really isn't so bad, since the people at the library are really nice, and the work is easy, if a touch tedious.

My latest sizable project has been to take inventory of all the magazines that they store, which took a good long time, and I also had to reshelve a good deal of books, which is easy but time consuming.

Ummm...my iPod comes on Saturday, that will be very cool, and registration is on Friday. Other than that though, my life is very boring. Simple, and plain. Whee.

And the Battle Begins
11:00 p.m.

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Monday, August 18, 2003
Well, today was going quite nicely...to a point.

I managed to find a volunteer job, which is great, especially since it's barely a block from the house. However, on the way home from Salt Lake (Had to pick up a few things from Dad's house) I got into a wreck!

I was on the overpass of I-215 at 3300 South, going to get on the ramp. I apparently ran a red (I beleive I saw the wrong light or something, I don't know, I'm not even sure I ran a red) and two old people in a van begin to turn into the lane I'm headed into. Now, the old guy says he didn't see me, but that seems absurd, since I got ahead of them. It wasn't like I came from behind, and was in his blindspot or anything.

So, he comes into my back end, and takes off his front right blinker/bumper/light assemblage, and dents in the left rear wheel cover. Man....this sucks.

Argh! I'm so screwed right now. Kurt's going to have a field day with this. And that's not even counting the fact that I may have to get a job, to pay Mom and Kurt back for the repairs. ARGHH!

But, that's okay....sorta, since nobody was hurt or anything. Everything else is okay.

And the Battle Begins
03:40 p.m.

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Saturday, August 16, 2003
Well, today, more lectures from Kurt & Mom on the subject of me doing stuff. Gotta do stuff. I'd rather laze about, but that's not an option anymore.

Might go volunteer at the library, if they need me. Maybe I'll work for Dad. Hell, I might even tutor. *shrugs* I don't really care. Just have to do something to get them off my back....and stop them from throwing me out the minute I turn 18. Though I'd much rather live out of the house. *sigh*

Well, the life of me goes on, with hindrances both from me and others. Whee!

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Cool, I'm a hero. The cool kind, to boot. Doesn't surprise me much though. ^_^

And the Battle Begins
11:01 p.m.

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Thursday, August 14, 2003
Hung out with Jessica today. Very fun. Went to Coffee Garden and had a TON of caffeine. Mmmm....3 shots of espresso and 2 cups of coffee. (Actually, 2 shots in the dark, one with an extra shot: same thing, really)

Afterwards, it was dinner, and then off to Kilby Court for the last concert of Jessica's boyfriend's band, Satirico. That was really fun too. I was on a total caffeine high. I was all shaky, and having trouble paying attention to one thing for too long. Fuuunnn. Gotta love tons o' coffee.

Registration for school tomorrow morning. I was actually supposed to go Monday, but I'm going to call and see if it's okay for me to go in the morning tomorrow. Otherwise I have to wait a week or so. Hopefully I can go tomorrow.

Well, all in all, good music, and a good time. Kilby Court definitely gets my approval. Whee!

And the Battle Begins
01:00 a.m.

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Monday, August 11, 2003
Hum hum, went to the dentist today. Whee fun! My teeth were fine, like usual. Good, hard teeth. Yay for genetics. Grady on the other hand has mutant freak teeth, and needs braces. Also, he had gingivitis. Guess he needs to brush more.

*thinks* Well, that's all I've done today. Am hoping to go to see a movie tonight. That would be good. Mmmmm movie. ^_^

And the Battle Begins
06:07 p.m.

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Sunday, August 10, 2003
Well, Skuld's off at Otakon, having a jolly good time. I was supposed to be there, but issues with my parents kept me from going out at all this summer. *sigh* That really sucks, though their reasons are sound enough.

Right now, I'm researching MP3 players, and I think that I'm going to get a Hard Drive player, because I'll be able to take all my music with me. They're a touch larger, and more prone to damage though, as compared to the Flash memory types.

My favorite company Iriver just released a HD player (their first) and I'm thinking of getting that, just waiting for the reviews to come out. Otherwise, I might get one of their flash players. *shrugs*

If anybody has any suggestions, feel free to tell me, I'm always open to them.

And the Battle Begins
01:37 a.m.

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Saturday, August 9, 2003
Oh ho ho! I have updated! Quite the surprise...

Well, lately, we've been living in Park City. First we housesat for some friends of the family (that was about 2 weeks) and now we're staying at Kurt's family cabin.

It's a nice enough place, I guess, just wish there were more to do around here.

However, I now have the coolest job ever. I get to play DDR for money. ^_^ I go to the arcade, the manager gives me $20, and I play for an hour and a half or so (until the $20 is gone) he gives me another $20, and I go home. Pretty sweet, huh?

We've bought a house, it's in Salt Lake, not too far from a mall, and with big property. We're actually planning to build another house, or build onto the existing one, either way, the living space is only temporary, and small....really small. That's okay though, since I now have a big TV to put in my small room. Cooool. ^_^

Well, that's all that I've been up to recently, hopefully people will start reading my blog again. ^_^

Ciao!

And the Battle Begins
12:53 p.m.

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I Am What I Am: Omi Tsukiyono
Eternity Lasts: 18 Years
Stars in the Sky: Libra
My Wish: To Experience Life
My Ears Hear: Sarah McLachlan::Adia
Speak: OmiKreuz (AIM)
Write: Omi's Mailbox
Sustenance: Rameeeen
Drink: ESPRESSO!!!!
Location: Murray, Utah
Education: 11th grade, in the misery that is High School


I Like These
Anime and Manga
Video Games
The Word 'Loquacious'
Funny Things
Food
Drawing (When Inspired)
Writing (As Above)

I Dislike These
Ignorant People Who Use Ignorant to Mean Rude *glare*
Homophobes
Bigots
Stupid People Who Try to Act Smart
Olives
The Current Republican Administration
People Who Persecute Others
Religious Intolerance

Current Addictions
Playing DDR
Doing Nothing

My Favorites
Boy Meets Boy
Something Positive
8-Bit Theater
Bob and George
Something Awful
Portal of Evil
Scary Go Round

I Summon Thee!:
Skuld-chan
Destra
Ali-chan

Layout:
Wow, I updated. Okay, really, I'm gonna keep up with it this time....really. As you can see, it's Cloud and Sephiroth, all ready for battle. Shibby. Go Cloud and Sephiroth! ^_^

Kawaii!



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